I'VE FUCKING HAD ENOUGH, I WAS AT MY LOWEST POINT A FEW MONTHS AGO. AND SO FAR IT'S JUST ALL DOWN FUCKING HILL, ANY TIME SOMETHING GOOD HAPPENS. IT'S QUICKLY TAKEN AWAY FROM ME, I JUST CAN'T CATCH A BREAK
I'm just so tired of everything, I miss when I was actually happy and positive and life was pretty good. Sure I didn't have a job, I hated uni and my parents were pressuring me to get a job and move out. But at least when I had something good, it stuck for a while before leaving. It didn't mess up and I had friends constantly by my side that I loved and I was happy.
Now it just feels like the universe has taken those things away from me, I feel lost and lonely, like a donkey trying to get a carrot tied to a string. No matter how much I try, I'm just not allowed to have one little ounce of good luck and happiness; and when I do it's quickly taken away from me.
I JUST WANT SOME GOOD LUCK, JUST ENOUGH TO GET ME BY FOR THE NEXT YEAR OR SO, BECAUSE I FEEL AS THOUGH I'VE LOST EVERYTHING.
I'm just so tired of everything, I miss when I was actually happy and positive and life was pretty good. Sure I didn't have a job, I hated uni and my parents were pressuring me to get a job and move out. But at least when I had something good, it stuck for a while before leaving. It didn't mess up and I had friends constantly by my side that I loved and I was happy.
Now it just feels like the universe has taken those things away from me, I feel lost and lonely, like a donkey trying to get a carrot tied to a string. No matter how much I try, I'm just not allowed to have one little ounce of good luck and happiness; and when I do it's quickly taken away from me.
I JUST WANT SOME GOOD LUCK, JUST ENOUGH TO GET ME BY FOR THE NEXT YEAR OR SO, BECAUSE I FEEL AS THOUGH I'VE LOST EVERYTHING.
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